aaaaaaaangel
got mixed up and taken advantage of.
never saw it coming cause push never came to shove
little angel little dove getting high looking down from clouds above
and i knew i never had a chance with you
if anything it ended when you asked me to dance with you
or maybe it ended between you taking off my pants, and your breath pants and the rants of how i wasnt ready and you taking me for granted holding me down steady saying “its fine dont worry it will be cool”
now im swimming in a pool off my own sadness, feeling like a fool in this all badness waiting in a fucking room without you. i didnt want to doubt you but goddamn what do you expect me to do when the door slams
saying later but not no, i wonder how you do that just how? treating me like im some fucking prized cow.
this waiting room is filled with girls crying, their guys trying but not enough and i feel everyone slowly dying. i look around and im still alone going through this bullshit on my own. but just cause your 18 doesnt mean youre full grown.
for example take this little shit head and the lies that i was spoon fed once happy now filled with dread, saying to myself i hate him i repeated.
